Poems Ive written in the past week:
Baby:
I'll cry my eyes out and dance in the rain,
Just to make myself numb from the pain,
Caused by your cry, echoing so loud and broken,
Passing slowly, skin growing cold, leaving me alone,
Wishing nothing but to have you in my arms to hold,
Your young soul already torn, battered and sold,
How can I even begin to make up for my horrid sins,
All I wish to do is have your loving forgiveness,
i've waited so patiently for a day I could say,
'Good morning baby, have a nice day,'
Gomen'nasai (I'm sorry):
I can see you leaning, needing to fall,
How could you trust me, I hurt you after all,
I've lied, and cheated, leaving you broken and beat,
But your love for me, is something I couldn't see,
I'll beg for your forgiveness, its something I need,
Your smile's so breath taking, kisses so sweet,
Silence amazed me, it said everything by saying nothing,
The world was so unbelievable, through your innocent eyes,
Its been nine months full of trouble and my own lies,
Dropping to my knees, holding you in my arms for the very first time,
All the doctors tried so hard to save you, so patient and kind,
Your life was cut so short, my actions causing it to be so,
A road I chose for you, I caused you to have to go,
I'll spend each year from now to the end,
Grieving the loss of you, my dear friend,
My little bundle of joy,
A bouncing baby boy.
Merry Christmas:
Now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray tonight to rest in peace,
A bloodied eve of christmas,
The house a totaled mess,
Now you lie there,
Tangled bloody hair,
Rose peddles coated our bed,
What was going on in your head?
You promised me a day to remember,
A day to stick with forever and ever,
Now she lays with you on our floor,
Did you really love her so much more,
Were you truly that much of a man,
That you had to go crush my heart in your hand,
Jolly Old Saint Nicholas sent you his misses,
So you could have your holly jolly christmas,
Over the river, to our comfy cabin,
You said it was her seductive grin,
As I walked down the stairs shaking in anger,
'I... I loved you! How could you! Traitor... Traitor!'
My voice echoed through the house one last time,
A gun shot followed, ending in a bloodied silent night.
Mari:
She's been lied to, and abused,
Sold out, and sexually used,
hurt and in too much pain,
her heads held up just the same,
She smiles and laughs,
inside she wants to crash,
Her emotional balance astray,
But her heads held up just the same,
Her bodies broken,
Her mind giving in,
Optimism, beauty; live eat pray,
Her heads held up just the same,
I'm seeing a change,
She's breaking her cage,
She's smiling the usual way,
And her heads held up the same,
She's been hurt one too many times,
Deciding people need to pay for they're crimes,
She couldn't hope for better days,
Because her heads held up the right way.
Suicide:
How can i do this?
My mind says yes; my heart says no,
Our very first kiss,
My Heart wants to stay; my mind to go.
Broken hearts cant take it,
Young minds giving in,
Anxious bodies a nervous fit,
Souls so full of sin.
A common bond,
Our lives bound,
By pain so fond,
Bodies not found.
Overdosing together,
Our bodies still,
Forever and ever,
Under the ole mill.
How'd we do this?
Bodies falling ill,
No one knows what it is,
Resessitation failed.
Good news; were together,
You with your bullet; me with my pill,
Promise; forever and ever,
All because we both fell ill
Drawings from the last month:
http://s789.photobucket.com/albums/yy172/Loveless_Kitty_Kat/?action=view¤t=092610232520.jpg
http://s789.photobucket.com/albums/yy172/Loveless_Kitty_Kat/?action=view¤t=101410231551.jpg
http://s789.photobucket.com/albums/yy172/Loveless_Kitty_Kat/?action=view¤t=110610123644.jpg
http://s789.photobucket.com/albums/yy172/Loveless_Kitty_Kat/?action=view¤t=110810215853.jpg
http://s789.photobucket.com/albums/yy172/Loveless_Kitty_Kat/?action=view¤t=110810230010.jpg
http://s789.photobucket.com/albums/yy172/Loveless_Kitty_Kat/?action=view¤t=120710031820.jpg
Btw. I'm fourteen and have never taken an art class ^^
Baby:
I'll cry my eyes out and dance in the rain,
Just to make myself numb from the pain,
Caused by your cry, echoing so loud and broken,
Passing slowly, skin growing cold, leaving me alone,
Wishing nothing but to have you in my arms to hold,
Your young soul already torn, battered and sold,
How can I even begin to make up for my horrid sins,
All I wish to do is have your loving forgiveness,
i've waited so patiently for a day I could say,
'Good morning baby, have a nice day,'
Gomen'nasai (I'm sorry):
I can see you leaning, needing to fall,
How could you trust me, I hurt you after all,
I've lied, and cheated, leaving you broken and beat,
But your love for me, is something I couldn't see,
I'll beg for your forgiveness, its something I need,
Your smile's so breath taking, kisses so sweet,
Silence amazed me, it said everything by saying nothing,
The world was so unbelievable, through your innocent eyes,
Its been nine months full of trouble and my own lies,
Dropping to my knees, holding you in my arms for the very first time,
All the doctors tried so hard to save you, so patient and kind,
Your life was cut so short, my actions causing it to be so,
A road I chose for you, I caused you to have to go,
I'll spend each year from now to the end,
Grieving the loss of you, my dear friend,
My little bundle of joy,
A bouncing baby boy.
Merry Christmas:
Now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray tonight to rest in peace,
A bloodied eve of christmas,
The house a totaled mess,
Now you lie there,
Tangled bloody hair,
Rose peddles coated our bed,
What was going on in your head?
You promised me a day to remember,
A day to stick with forever and ever,
Now she lays with you on our floor,
Did you really love her so much more,
Were you truly that much of a man,
That you had to go crush my heart in your hand,
Jolly Old Saint Nicholas sent you his misses,
So you could have your holly jolly christmas,
Over the river, to our comfy cabin,
You said it was her seductive grin,
As I walked down the stairs shaking in anger,
'I... I loved you! How could you! Traitor... Traitor!'
My voice echoed through the house one last time,
A gun shot followed, ending in a bloodied silent night.
Mari:
She's been lied to, and abused,
Sold out, and sexually used,
hurt and in too much pain,
her heads held up just the same,
She smiles and laughs,
inside she wants to crash,
Her emotional balance astray,
But her heads held up just the same,
Her bodies broken,
Her mind giving in,
Optimism, beauty; live eat pray,
Her heads held up just the same,
I'm seeing a change,
She's breaking her cage,
She's smiling the usual way,
And her heads held up the same,
She's been hurt one too many times,
Deciding people need to pay for they're crimes,
She couldn't hope for better days,
Because her heads held up the right way.
Suicide:
How can i do this?
My mind says yes; my heart says no,
Our very first kiss,
My Heart wants to stay; my mind to go.
Broken hearts cant take it,
Young minds giving in,
Anxious bodies a nervous fit,
Souls so full of sin.
A common bond,
Our lives bound,
By pain so fond,
Bodies not found.
Overdosing together,
Our bodies still,
Forever and ever,
Under the ole mill.
How'd we do this?
Bodies falling ill,
No one knows what it is,
Resessitation failed.
Good news; were together,
You with your bullet; me with my pill,
Promise; forever and ever,
All because we both fell ill
Drawings from the last month:
http://s789.photobucket.com/albums/yy172/Loveless_Kitty_Kat/?action=view¤t=092610232520.jpg
http://s789.photobucket.com/albums/yy172/Loveless_Kitty_Kat/?action=view¤t=101410231551.jpg
http://s789.photobucket.com/albums/yy172/Loveless_Kitty_Kat/?action=view¤t=110610123644.jpg
http://s789.photobucket.com/albums/yy172/Loveless_Kitty_Kat/?action=view¤t=110810215853.jpg
http://s789.photobucket.com/albums/yy172/Loveless_Kitty_Kat/?action=view¤t=110810230010.jpg
http://s789.photobucket.com/albums/yy172/Loveless_Kitty_Kat/?action=view¤t=120710031820.jpg
Btw. I'm fourteen and have never taken an art class ^^