Well,I'm a 15 year old boy and I spent 95% of the time at home.The typical classification for me would be a "No lifer".I have no friends,for personal preferences,due to the brainwashing that the average teenagers in this country have subconsciously promoted,and,furthermore,the colliding opinions that would rather interfere with the course of my purpose.
The system,which functions with the instructions of man made laws,(Ergo,prohibiting the diversion of creative thoughts)has failed to put me under it's influence. The emotional side is still tightly controlled,but,concluding from previous occasions,I'll be unable to prevent emotional eruptions from occurring which would otherwise deteriorate the situation.I'll be 16(Legal age for sex with adults in UK)on August 9th and hopefully before the end of our summer holidays in the UK.
The final question is:Should I do it or simply suppress it even more?I have a fantasy of sex with older women(In their 20s)and it seems that it would be more intense since,by the consideration of the age factor,will have more passion for it than in adulthood.
In terms of behaviour,I am socially undeveloped and it would seem rather difficult for me to approach a prostitute.
Should I keep my virginity for morals' sake,or lose it for the hot experience,as well as what would seemingly increase the chances of my goal coming true(Considering the minimization of emotions for a certain amount of time)?
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The system,which functions with the instructions of man made laws,(Ergo,prohibiting the diversion of creative thoughts)has failed to put me under it's influence. The emotional side is still tightly controlled,but,concluding from previous occasions,I'll be unable to prevent emotional eruptions from occurring which would otherwise deteriorate the situation.I'll be 16(Legal age for sex with adults in UK)on August 9th and hopefully before the end of our summer holidays in the UK.
The final question is:Should I do it or simply suppress it even more?I have a fantasy of sex with older women(In their 20s)and it seems that it would be more intense since,by the consideration of the age factor,will have more passion for it than in adulthood.
In terms of behaviour,I am socially undeveloped and it would seem rather difficult for me to approach a prostitute.
Should I keep my virginity for morals' sake,or lose it for the hot experience,as well as what would seemingly increase the chances of my goal coming true(Considering the minimization of emotions for a certain amount of time)?
[Question asked again.Minimal results though]