I love him so much, and he loves me, but my friend told me everything he said to him yesterday and he was saying i irritate him sometimes, that he goes on appear offline on msn every night just to avoid me, he hates how i dont tell him stuff and it upsets him that i 'have a go at him' for ditching me with his friends when i do the same (which isnt true). he said alot of stuff, including how it upsets him that one of my best friends flirts with me all the time.
He also told his friend that i'd cheated on him with my friend. My friend kissed me ages ago but i wasnt up for it, but my boyfriend said it still classes as cheating because it was a kiss and it wasnt with him. He's never jealous when other guys flirt with me and he said he wasnt bothered about tom.
I've been distant to him lately, but hes making me out to be really possesive and clingy when i barely talk to him on msn
Is he trying to make me look bad? Its like he has 2 sides, and im only good when it suits him, like im his toy. One day He'll go off in random moods or ignore everyone and then he'll be glued to me another day.
After my friend told me all this i blocked ryan (my boyfriend) and he know's im thinking of finishing him. Apparently he couldn't sleep thinking about me and he was really depressed..he sent a message through my other friend saying that he loves me very much and he's there to talk if i change my mind. He apparently wants to 'hang himself' and he was crying...
I've been with him nearly 11 months and i love him so much i dont want to be without him but..
People keep telling me i shouldnt take it and i should just end it, but i feel like my life will just stop. I was planning on losing contact with him over easter, so he can't influence my decision, get used to being without him and have a final decision at the end. It's going to hurt like hell not being with him but i dont know what else to do.
I don't want to but if he cared about me he wouldn't talk absolute shit about me and i dont think he loves me as much as i love him.
He also told his friend that i'd cheated on him with my friend. My friend kissed me ages ago but i wasnt up for it, but my boyfriend said it still classes as cheating because it was a kiss and it wasnt with him. He's never jealous when other guys flirt with me and he said he wasnt bothered about tom.
I've been distant to him lately, but hes making me out to be really possesive and clingy when i barely talk to him on msn
Is he trying to make me look bad? Its like he has 2 sides, and im only good when it suits him, like im his toy. One day He'll go off in random moods or ignore everyone and then he'll be glued to me another day.
After my friend told me all this i blocked ryan (my boyfriend) and he know's im thinking of finishing him. Apparently he couldn't sleep thinking about me and he was really depressed..he sent a message through my other friend saying that he loves me very much and he's there to talk if i change my mind. He apparently wants to 'hang himself' and he was crying...
I've been with him nearly 11 months and i love him so much i dont want to be without him but..
People keep telling me i shouldnt take it and i should just end it, but i feel like my life will just stop. I was planning on losing contact with him over easter, so he can't influence my decision, get used to being without him and have a final decision at the end. It's going to hurt like hell not being with him but i dont know what else to do.
I don't want to but if he cared about me he wouldn't talk absolute shit about me and i dont think he loves me as much as i love him.