i was supposed to study abroad, but basically under the financial support of this one person who's been abusive to me in the past. and i had everything planned out, got accepted into the school and everything, but now i'm having second thoughts because i want to be independent and not under the financial control of this person. even though i wanted to go, should i quit everything, and just go somewhere else, or should i accept this support even though it's from this type of person?