I have spent most of my life wanting it to end. No, that is a lie, I am too young to have spent so much time in misery but my statement could one day come true. I can sense I am hobbling through life, not fully experiencing it. I dislike many people; their human flaws are too difficult for me to overcome. In fact humans disgust me, myself included. Humans are selfish, stupid hypocrites. With my own mistakes plaguing me, digging deep into me like shrapnel working its way towards a vital organ, I can not begin to comprehend how they manage to live with themselves.