Hi... I'm 16 and I've masturbated since I was 12. Since then, I've always thought about other guys, whether it be teachers from school or etc. I'm not gay for these guys, I just imagine them having sex or getting sex from women. But if I fantasize about 1 guy jerking off or 2 guys having sex then I have no attraction to that. I just find it awkward how I fantasize about other guys having sex. Most people probably just think about themselves but for me I can't put myself into a fantasy just because I don't find myself "visually appealing" I guess. I don't think I would fit into a fantasy so I use other people because I can visualize it better... is this normal? What's even stranger is that it seems that older guys are more common for some reason, I guess this makes it seem more real? I don't know. I know I'm not gay but I just feel like I'm the only kid who has this... Please be serious.
I can't get off to anything gay. I can get off to a naked woman's picture very easily, but when I fantasize I just think about the sex act itself because thinking about some random girl is kind of... dull to be honest. But if you have a hot girl as a pic then its fine. I do look at girls and think about girls all the time, and have major attraction to them. I must have 5 crushes going on right now and I have no attraction or needs to be attracted to guys at all. It seems that I only become insecure about my sexuality if I decide to worry about it. Otherwise it isn't an issue for me.
I can't get off to anything gay. I can get off to a naked woman's picture very easily, but when I fantasize I just think about the sex act itself because thinking about some random girl is kind of... dull to be honest. But if you have a hot girl as a pic then its fine. I do look at girls and think about girls all the time, and have major attraction to them. I must have 5 crushes going on right now and I have no attraction or needs to be attracted to guys at all. It seems that I only become insecure about my sexuality if I decide to worry about it. Otherwise it isn't an issue for me.