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Winstone
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Guys, here's the story, and please help me, I cannot continue without an answer, or I'll go totally
insane on her.
My name is Winstone, (age will not be mentioned) I live in Washington DC with my mother (father and sister are working in another city till June).
Here's what's happening, I am a grown boy now, have enough age to live by myself, but I am not confortable with myself.
About 1 year ago, nothing was wrong between me and my mom, but once, my girlfriend left me and I had no one left, till I once saw my mother naked (when she is, I never usually look, this time, it was an accident), and in some way, I found it really hot, she's not old, and she is kind of hot, my friends told me that already, I never figured it out.
Since that day I've had never liked any other girl exept my mother, PLEASE! do not get angry, I cannot get over myself...
And... to this date, stuff's happend, stuff you will not believe... :'p
Till now, I have been constantly masturbating over my mother with old pictures of her I found on my dad's secret book that was hidden under a box where it was really hard to find, it was filled with spiders and everything, and for once I did not care about that, it was just, hit and run on them.
And, something I did NOT expect that would happend, (maybe my hardest momment of my life) was this.
My mom was going to get me from college because there were no trains availiable for that hour, and I was in the car sat down thinking (omg omg omg omg omg...) all the way, when we got home (excuse my language) I was going to take a shower because my penis was really hard and sperm was about to come out any minute, I never felt like that... it looked as like it was going to explode,
so I did take a shower, and 5 mins after, my mom enters the bathroom to take her own shower, I was naked and my penis was still hard, she looked, but then she threw her eyes out of that, she took a shower.
In the evening (where the baddest of the bad happened), my aunt and my uncle were invited to have dinner with us and to spend a few hours there. After our conversation I had to go to a hotel for the whole week for some studies with my boss, and when I was going to say goodbye to her, we were kissing on the cheek, but I went so damn insane I kissed her on the mouth and it almost passed on a sexual relation ship, after that, I found out my real mother.
When I came back, I felt sick and I wanted to throw up, I did NOT want to meet up with her again like that, but I had to, when I got home I was lucky she was taking a shower so she wouldn't notice me, but I lost it, I was thinking "this is my last chance, I will never find a better chance than this one, I got to do it!!", so I did, I took off my clothes and when my mom got out of the shower (still inside the bathroom, naked) I popped in naked, and, she did let me do it.
Today is 28/2/2010 and tomorrow I am comming back home, for months I don't really talk to my mom cause of studies back in the company I am trying to get on.
Please, can you give me some tips today? I feel real guilty on what happend and there are several girls who like me but I do not want to give in... I... am in love with my mother.
Do not find this gross, please, I have a big issue here...
insane on her.
My name is Winstone, (age will not be mentioned) I live in Washington DC with my mother (father and sister are working in another city till June).
Here's what's happening, I am a grown boy now, have enough age to live by myself, but I am not confortable with myself.
About 1 year ago, nothing was wrong between me and my mom, but once, my girlfriend left me and I had no one left, till I once saw my mother naked (when she is, I never usually look, this time, it was an accident), and in some way, I found it really hot, she's not old, and she is kind of hot, my friends told me that already, I never figured it out.
Since that day I've had never liked any other girl exept my mother, PLEASE! do not get angry, I cannot get over myself...
And... to this date, stuff's happend, stuff you will not believe... :'p
Till now, I have been constantly masturbating over my mother with old pictures of her I found on my dad's secret book that was hidden under a box where it was really hard to find, it was filled with spiders and everything, and for once I did not care about that, it was just, hit and run on them.
And, something I did NOT expect that would happend, (maybe my hardest momment of my life) was this.
My mom was going to get me from college because there were no trains availiable for that hour, and I was in the car sat down thinking (omg omg omg omg omg...) all the way, when we got home (excuse my language) I was going to take a shower because my penis was really hard and sperm was about to come out any minute, I never felt like that... it looked as like it was going to explode,
so I did take a shower, and 5 mins after, my mom enters the bathroom to take her own shower, I was naked and my penis was still hard, she looked, but then she threw her eyes out of that, she took a shower.
In the evening (where the baddest of the bad happened), my aunt and my uncle were invited to have dinner with us and to spend a few hours there. After our conversation I had to go to a hotel for the whole week for some studies with my boss, and when I was going to say goodbye to her, we were kissing on the cheek, but I went so damn insane I kissed her on the mouth and it almost passed on a sexual relation ship, after that, I found out my real mother.
When I came back, I felt sick and I wanted to throw up, I did NOT want to meet up with her again like that, but I had to, when I got home I was lucky she was taking a shower so she wouldn't notice me, but I lost it, I was thinking "this is my last chance, I will never find a better chance than this one, I got to do it!!", so I did, I took off my clothes and when my mom got out of the shower (still inside the bathroom, naked) I popped in naked, and, she did let me do it.
Today is 28/2/2010 and tomorrow I am comming back home, for months I don't really talk to my mom cause of studies back in the company I am trying to get on.
Please, can you give me some tips today? I feel real guilty on what happend and there are several girls who like me but I do not want to give in... I... am in love with my mother.
Do not find this gross, please, I have a big issue here...