Sex over his car is making me nervous now?

Kelly

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A man i was seeing,well he said we were an item although all we would do was drive around in his car and go to a drive thru and then have sex or other sexual things.
Anyway im bridesmaid and hes best man at a wedding and im thinking of some of the things we did and i worry he will think im easy,
We only had sex over the bonnett of his car and once he told me to bring my vibrator with me and i used that on myself outside whilst having sex,but now i feel cheap because we dont speak anymore,and i feel like a tramp.
Do you think hel look at me and think im easy ,or do you still think he will think im a nice sweet girl like he used to.
I wish i could go back and change things but thinking back it feels seedy ,having sex outside with the road just infront of us with cars going past.I let him video me giving him oral sex,one time i just had knee high boots in the back of his car and i worry he might think that makes me easy,when im not i just loved him.
Do you think im being silly?do you think he might of forgot about the vibrator incident and sex over his bonnett?
 
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