Second worst day ever

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zotdirector

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Omg I had the worst day in a long time. I finally had a chance to sleep in, like actually get alot of sleep. My kid was at a sleep over I had the day off and nothing to do early so I was gonna sleep in and everyone in the world called my phone to talk about stupid shit.

So finally I got pissed and threw it at the wall. Well about the the time it was a important ring is when I snaped cuz about 10:00 I have my dad at the door so I knew something was wrong it takes him about 30 to 40 minutes to get there and he dont like to comeover.
Well it turns out my kids grandparents were in a car crash and are gone now so she has no one one her moms side anymore no-one, not one. She just has me and my dad.
That sucks ass every one I get close to dies on me I have no one but her and my dad. Talk about low moral. So I spent the whole day with that. Then I get home and my kid (not her fault she dont know any better) but she kept say so now its just you and me forever and ever all alone right? I got soo mad at her cuz I calmly ansered it once and twice and the third time, but that was enough.
So I relized I wasnt mad I was just sad and I calmly talked to her about it and it happened to be the time I told her about her mom as well if anyone remembers that post. So it wasnt all that bad its soo hard to tell that to a 3 year old. So to say the least this day is the second worst day of my life and I dont have anyone to talk to so I came here.
 
Hey man that sucks. Im sorry to hear that I hope things pick up for you. Who knows you might win that lottery and you and your wife and kids can just have a blast and just travle and have fun. Sorry Im a bit of a optamistic kinda guy.
 
Thank you guys for everything but I really dont see much hope for the future. See my wife died giving birth to my kid so I havent dated or anything since then and shes 3 almost 4 now and there it was her parents that past away today so my kid doesnt have any one on her moms side of the family anymore. and my mom past away a few years after having me and my step mom left my dad so its just me, my dad to raise her. But thanks anyway I will hope to win the powerball some day that would help.
 
Oh my bad man I didnt know about that. My bad. Well does she have any aunts or anyone else? So what did you tell her? I hope you werent to blaintant with it all. Well life gets everyone down now and again. You just have to pick up your feet and go at it again. As for the thought that there is not a future for you why do you say that you have your own place and a beautiful kid and you have at least one person to go and talk to. Your not in bad shape. Just give it time man things will get better.
 
I know it will. Its just one of those things that kinda kicks you in the nuts when your down and out thats all. There will be something good that happens well so I hope. So far my lifes not doing to hot thats all with all the people around me dieing and what not. Its like trying to see light when your blind you just have to hope and pry shit gets better.
 
Well man I think the best thing to tell you right about now is dont do anything stupid. Things always pick up just give it time. Every one gets down and out and has to deal with alot of shit but everyone always manages to make it out alive and well so at least be happy for that you and your daughter are alive and well. As for the everyone is dying comment that is just some shity luck man dont worry about it like Einstine said "For every action there is an equal and oposite reaction" so for all your bad luck there is just as much good.
 
You've already gone through alot more than anyone should ever have to. I don't think their is much I can say that would make any of this better but I honestly believe that some good will come your way soon. Hold on to the good things in your life at the moment.
 
Dont worry I am Myham and Life Sucks. I just get fed up with this live life paycheck to paycheck and have nothing to show for it and no time with my kid at least if I had time with Samantha (my kid) things wouldnt be that bad, but I dont even get to do that without something getting in the way. I have tried to get some one to help me and I almost want to move in with my dad so he can help out but thats the last thing he needs is to watch my kid all the time and then work and do it agian. I will figure something out that will help me out alot I just dont think its gonna be any time soon.
 
Sorry to hear about the death man, life really does suck sometimes but things will get better. Just look at all the good things in life which I'm sure there has to be. At least you have food under your table and a house to live in. A lot of people in this world don't even have that. I hope everything works out for the better man.
 
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