Zach Strickmuffins
New member
I am dating this man and he is wonderful. If I could write out everything I have looked for in someone he would be it , about 90% anyways, which is good. No one is perfect. I have been burnt so many times in the past and am having a hard time believeing that what he says is true and that he means what he says. i am a bit cynical. I just keep thinking to myself yeah, yeah, I have heard it all before, but this one actually follows through and wants to make me happy and wants to do things together. However he is leaving in six months to go to the military and I am not sure if I am a meantime girl. we have made vacation plans together, he wants me to heep his family, I have met many of his friends. He is so sweet and thoughtful. I think part of me is just really scared that this could be it. I don't want to blow it but I don't want to set myself up for disappointment it. Part of me thinks I should stop stressing and let it be. But I am really starting to have strong feelings for him and I want to know he feels the same. Should I ask him or let it be. I don't want my insecurities to ruin anything. Please help!