I am 20 yr old and for the last 5 years I have been having intense emotional flings for other guys. I am not able to sort my feelings out and I have never had the courage to discuss about my feelings with anyone out of fear of being called gay.
I have tried to be attracted to women, but even though I do get it, the attraction is only physical. On the other hand, I like emotional bonding with men (my buddies
), and I can't help but have fantasies of smooches, cuddles and sometimes some hot situations with men out of some romantic desires. I am not a sissy and I do a lot of masculine things. But still I get these feelings and I am ashamed of these out of being labelled gay.
Can anyone say if it means I am like the effeminate gays? Or is it something normal I need not worry about?
I have tried to be attracted to women, but even though I do get it, the attraction is only physical. On the other hand, I like emotional bonding with men (my buddies
), and I can't help but have fantasies of smooches, cuddles and sometimes some hot situations with men out of some romantic desires. I am not a sissy and I do a lot of masculine things. But still I get these feelings and I am ashamed of these out of being labelled gay.Can anyone say if it means I am like the effeminate gays? Or is it something normal I need not worry about?