i am so sorry for you and for your little baby. It will be a difficult few weeks and months from here and I hope that you can find some good support to keep you going through this tough time. I don't know if this will be of comfort to you, i hope it is, but there is good news in this sorrow. The good news is that you can get pregnant, your body can get pregnant and it has shown you this already. Now it just needs to have an embryo that it can develop into a fetus and then a baby for you and in time, it will do that. There are many reasons why this little baby didn't develop properly to full term and only your body knows the answer to this at this stage. Perhaps the docs can help you find that reason and then you will know how to help next time around. This is the special knowledge that this baby has given you, and you gave it your love and are still doing so and that is precious. I hope you heal soon. X