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jeremyrules
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Hello everyone. It is so painful and scary to post this as many of you know if anyone in the military would have found out about my addiction, everything I had worked for in my 26 year career would have been taken just like that. amazing, huh, you would think they'd want to help you, but nope that;s not how it is. anyway, i'm retired now and feel like i can get help. You guys can help me with this as noboby seems to understand. I was in the Pentagon 9/11 and hurt my back. I had two back surgeries w/little relief, but kept pushing through. in the process though, i got addicted to percocet and arabien. i take neurontin, ultram, percocet, and arabien. I detox off percocet every other month and it's brutal and has taken a toll on my body, my relationships, everything. i am a prideful person, but if i wasn't scared of the military taking my career away, i'd get any help necessary to have my own life back. i hate living to go to the doctor to get my medicines. doc looks at me like i'm a drug addict, but continues giving me percs. anyone out there i can chat w/about this? i need a na friend or something.