So, I have been brought up as a Catholic and I'm saying now that I really regret it. Here's why:
We have a family friend over from the U.K. and she asked if we could go to Lourdes, just to do a few things,(like collect some holy water and other such crap). So we did. Now I've been before and I didn't really take any notice of the place at all, mainly because I was bored witless. But this time was different. I realised what a money laundering scheme the Catholic Church really is. Everywhere I looked, I either saw icons, holy water bottles, rosaries or saint statues for sale. It really pissed me off to quite honest.
So I stated my opinion to my parents. They agreed mentally, I knew it, they just didn't want to move me away from my faith. So then I had the fucking guilt clause in my brain playing up. The whole society of the world, constantly takes the piss out of Jews, for being "tight with their money". Now take a look at the Church; do they fork out their own money to help with charity and such things? Do they hell. The sponge off the congregation in the Church at the time, saying that they will get into heaven easier and other such shit like that. And with the Jews being tight and being the richest people in the world? I think bloody not. Have you seen the estimated net worth of the Church recently? It includes all the art from the Renaissance Masters, all the books and documents from said famous people who were opposed the church in the past and then they have all the "Charity" money that they get given every year.
So now due to these arguements and such other things, I am questioning my own beliefs, whether I should feel guilty or not for the worlds stereotyping and whether i should just give a damn or not.
Suggestions? Anything would be good.
We have a family friend over from the U.K. and she asked if we could go to Lourdes, just to do a few things,(like collect some holy water and other such crap). So we did. Now I've been before and I didn't really take any notice of the place at all, mainly because I was bored witless. But this time was different. I realised what a money laundering scheme the Catholic Church really is. Everywhere I looked, I either saw icons, holy water bottles, rosaries or saint statues for sale. It really pissed me off to quite honest.
So I stated my opinion to my parents. They agreed mentally, I knew it, they just didn't want to move me away from my faith. So then I had the fucking guilt clause in my brain playing up. The whole society of the world, constantly takes the piss out of Jews, for being "tight with their money". Now take a look at the Church; do they fork out their own money to help with charity and such things? Do they hell. The sponge off the congregation in the Church at the time, saying that they will get into heaven easier and other such shit like that. And with the Jews being tight and being the richest people in the world? I think bloody not. Have you seen the estimated net worth of the Church recently? It includes all the art from the Renaissance Masters, all the books and documents from said famous people who were opposed the church in the past and then they have all the "Charity" money that they get given every year.
So now due to these arguements and such other things, I am questioning my own beliefs, whether I should feel guilty or not for the worlds stereotyping and whether i should just give a damn or not.
Suggestions? Anything would be good.