hi im 15 and i need of desperate help right now because im so on edge i feel like i could actually kill myself so no timewasters commenting please, im soooooooo in love with this girl and before i wasnt sure if it was a crush but now im certain its love, she tells me she likes me and i make her smile so much, but she cant be with me right now because of allot of stuff going on in her private life, i would do anything for this girl and i mean literally take a bullet throught the heart. Ive met her on a date twice and even met her sister on the first date, i also see her twice a week and she never ever talks to me unless i TRY to make a conversation with her and even then she doesnt have much to say back. But when on the phone or on msn she is fine with expressing her feelings and she says she dont talk to me in person when with friends because of allot of stress and she dont want to take it out on me, so i try speaking to her tonight and to get things sorted out. I poured my heart out to her and told her every possible way i felt about her but when things got heated she said a couple of bad things about me which i would never dream of doing to her no matter how much she pissed me off because i would not want to ruing things for us, so she tells me she just cant be in a relationship because she had no time but come on WE ARE 15 we have all the time in the world to be with eachother and go out with eachother. When she was saying the bad things i felt a shiver down me and i got extremely hot and started to cry. How could you even say a bad thing about someone you like. After all this she sed she needs time to think about things and i said ok so she is online now but isnt talking to me when we both like eachother well i attleast i think she does but i love her more then anyother girl in the world and if your not quite convinced then read all the other stuff ive said about her on my previous questions, so please can people tell me what to do and give me advice because at my lowest point of my life so far right now 
ive actually just found out she does like me and this is making me even more confused as to how she would not want to be with me then?
ive actually just found out she does like me and this is making me even more confused as to how she would not want to be with me then?