Random Anger

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I wake up pissed at life. Why? Fuck if I know. I'm actually doing pretty well in school, met some chill ass people since I've been here and I don't even have to work, my parents/grandma/aunt are sending me cash and stuff so I don't have to worry about anything except school for the first semester. But for some reason I am always pissed off. I can't even talk to anyone on my floor because I just fucking snap.

I thought it was the fact that I stopped smoking cancer sticks, so I went out and bought a pack, still angry. I thought it was the fact that I cut back on grass, not it. I'm actually angrier now when I'm high than when I'm completely clear-eyed. I don't even go out anymore because I just end up sulking in the corner to myself. Now all I do is sit in my bed listen to music and try not to fucking flip out and do some shit that I will regret.

The worst part of this, is my sexual interest is crashing down. Example, this chick on my floor, L, was smoking hot to me earlier in the year. Granted I don't have a shot with the chick, I would talk to her and whatnot and have a few laughs. But now every time I see this broad, she looks like Hos in a dress and I sincerely want to beat the shit out of her. And it's like this with EVERYONE. The guys I used to chill with down here, I can't anymore. Simply because them speaking gets me enraged.

Anyone else go through this shit before? I've never just been pissed to be pissed and it's starting to concern me since I've been like this for the better part of a month.

I think I'd have a better grasp on it, but I don't know what the fuck is pissing me off to no end.
 
Sorry to hear you're feeling like that, man. It's hard for me to give you advice because I had a great time in college. I can agree with you that there are plenty of douchebags that need to be relentlessly beaten into oblivion, however.

Maybe you are living on the wrong floor or just a shitty residence hall altogether. Remove yourself from that situation and find other people that share similar interests with you. Get out a little more on campus rather than going to class or spending time on your floor full of stupid people.

If you are worried about your sex drive, go to the gym. I was never one for working out in high school, but once I got to college it occurred to me that gaining 30lbs in one semester wasn't the best thing for my health. It also occurred to me that tons of chicks would probably be there...which there are. Join the gym now. You'll hopefully meet people and you can have something to jerk off to for awhile.



Just when I was feeling really bad about your situation, you throw that one in there! That shit makes me laugh and that's why I think there's still hope for you. It's not you that there's anything wrong with, it's the people you are forced to live with. Now go out and find the cool people, they're out there.
 
Are you going through a growth spurt?

Boys grow until their mid 20's.

Testosterone is a hormone that helps your body be healthy and grow, but it also causes anger and frustration.

Other growth hormones are linked to emotions.

So it could just be a phase of your biology, rather than an actual problem.

See the doctor, esp. if you are having lots of night sweats or violent urges.
 
what DG said...and P1.

It's usually something mentally behind it, maybe it's the fact that you have everything good that frustrates you. That you have to feel good just because it's all alright for you. Go punch a bag in the gym, or scream out your lungs. It will definitly calm you down.

Brain chemicals can screw you up pretty bad, I was on these antidepressants for my migraine(brain wawes..or something..), they fucked me up bad. I got insanely mad at small things and I felt how I couldn't control myself, I would scream and hit and throw stuff for ex..my wok didn't turn out as I wanted it to be. So, I quit taking them. Maybe it's something similar with you, you should go check it out at a doctor. :)


I hope you start feeling better :hug2:
 
P1, a couple of people I've talked to told me to start working out also. And college was a blast up until a month ago. I went party hoppin' with the people on my floor and genuinely enjoyed their company, but as of late this has all changed and I don't know why.

DG, I'm going to ignore your post. Not because it lacks validity, but because, I can't go through another "puberty", no matter the scale. That shit sucked.

Dust, I really hope that I'm not that guy that has to have something going wrong for him in order to feel normal.
 
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