Ramble can you hear me?

[In Truth there is Love]

We need to give the wounds time to heal. If we hurt, and the wound bleeds, and then we put a bandage on it and let it slowly heal and then we take the bandage from the wound, thinking, now we are okay, we might still find that the area of hurt has a very soft and delicate skin. A slight touch might bring back the sensation of pain. It is still sensitive. This is also with soul pains. A slight memory can bring back pain, and we can know we still need to be sensitive to ourselves, care for us, protect ourselves and give us time to heal and recover. That's what we all need if we went through hurt, and this might be just that what you are going through still. I wish you time for further healing. Be good to yourself. Be kind. Give yourself a pat on your back, give yourself nice things. You need it and you deserve it. That is how we have to treat us if we want to heal. Kindness, time, and love.

 

[Detective Goldfish]

A lot of things happened the past few months, no I suppose it was built upon in 3 years.
When things got rough, I coped and tried living my life, now I am trying to be strong and a lot kinder.
I want to be nicer and someone that understands others. I want to accept everyone and love everyone for who they are and so I may love myself.
Today though, the room in which I thought I emptied out of sorrow and pain, I found dust and some left over. Perhaps I was trying to ignore it? I don't know, but it hit me in the heart as if someone slapped me across the face. Couldn't go home to show my this face to my family, so I went to a parking lot near by and cried until I started bleeding. It's this pain that I thought I was over, but there were some left over that I didn't realize before. No maybe true strength is to say that maybe I have to clear it out even more.
I want to be stronger, kinder, and a lot more understanding. But I suppose I should start understanding myself first?

My question is, I want my friends to rely on me when they're feeling pain, I want them to know that I am there for them, but sometimes I have my own questions, and my question is do strong people rely on others...? I post this here so no one that knows me can see, I ask this here so I can get a strangers point of view that wouldn't care to hurt my feelings. I post this here because I want an answer.