Sunni Iranian
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ok I asked this question under the title "a question about passing trials" but it got deleted and I never got to read the answers
um so basically, I am a bit confused.
Sometimes I don't want to pass a trial, because I think that if I pass it, it has made me "stronger" and therefore Allah will give me a bigger trial later on, and I don't want that...
Also, sometimes I am scared to feel really appreciative of something that Allah has blessed me with, in case he takes it away from me, then I won't have the one thing that I am grateful for
For example, I say to myself "this has happened to you, this is happening, but look at yourself, you still have great health and your mom!" which helps me to cope with trials
But I am scared that saying that will mean that Allah will take away my health and my mom too...
I know this is kind of bad but can you please enlighten me....
I am sure the theory behind it is wrong but I can't help feeling this way. My fear of Allah is not in a good way, because it's over the top and I feel like things will get taken off me
um so basically, I am a bit confused.
Sometimes I don't want to pass a trial, because I think that if I pass it, it has made me "stronger" and therefore Allah will give me a bigger trial later on, and I don't want that...
Also, sometimes I am scared to feel really appreciative of something that Allah has blessed me with, in case he takes it away from me, then I won't have the one thing that I am grateful for
For example, I say to myself "this has happened to you, this is happening, but look at yourself, you still have great health and your mom!" which helps me to cope with trials
But I am scared that saying that will mean that Allah will take away my health and my mom too...
I know this is kind of bad but can you please enlighten me....
I am sure the theory behind it is wrong but I can't help feeling this way. My fear of Allah is not in a good way, because it's over the top and I feel like things will get taken off me