Questioning Sexuality (14, Male)?

kyle B.

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Ok, well this started at like age 12, (about puberty onset) I am extremely attracted (and get hard) to gay porn, but NOT to guys in real life. I don't like guys mentally AT ALL, and never have. I have always loved girls and thought they were hot or pretty, but lesbian porn does nothing for me (no erection). I can say and think "Wow, that's hot." yet not get an erection. I really don't get it, because I thought getting an erection meant you thought something was hot. I want to be married and have kids one day with a girl, and have never thought about that, once, otherwise. So basically it is virtual guys (which I know need to be suited to be in porn) that I find attractive, yet when it comes to virtual girls, nothing. But in real life I do actually get erections to girls I know, thinking about sex with them or them naked. I don't know if I'm just the typical questioning hormonal teenager or if I really am gay/bi. I don't plan to experiment at all until I am married and I am an atheist so please no religious answers. Thanks.
 
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