I'm a 19 year old girl... but in my head I feel like I'm a guy =/ I don't like having long hair or dressing in a feminine way or doing any kind of girly stuff. All my best friends are guys, I just understand them better than girls. And the guys treat me like a guy, and I love that... and also when I *masturbate* I automatically reach for my cock, which isn't there -_-
I feel like I'm in the wrong body. I'm so FRUSTRATED. Imagine being a guy and not being able to prove your manliness in ANY way!!!!
I don't think I'm transgender... I don't think I'm a lesbian either... I'm like a gay/bisexual guy in a girl's body.... >.> weird, I know...
I have a boyfriend... and it's nice when he holds me in his arms and treats me like the little helpless female I appear to be, but I feel so much better when I'm the one holding him, with his head on my chest, as though I was the protective dominant guy >.> I love my bf and I'm attracted to men (and women, but not as much as i'm attracted to men) and our couple feels right, just that I just wish the roles were inversed... mh... and that kind of makes my boyfriend "gay" for going out with a "manly" girl... >.<
I'm always trying to prove my "masculinity", like I listen to really violent music and... I dunno... I'm really frustrated; kind of like a guy with a small penis would buy a big car and drive around like a maniac... yeah, I over-compensate for my non-masculineness (that's the word I was looking for ^^)...
I dunno... my feminine body and the way people treat me like a girl is getting more and more frustrating...
What's wrong with me? what am I? Does anyone else feel like this...?
I feel like I'm in the wrong body. I'm so FRUSTRATED. Imagine being a guy and not being able to prove your manliness in ANY way!!!!
I don't think I'm transgender... I don't think I'm a lesbian either... I'm like a gay/bisexual guy in a girl's body.... >.> weird, I know...
I have a boyfriend... and it's nice when he holds me in his arms and treats me like the little helpless female I appear to be, but I feel so much better when I'm the one holding him, with his head on my chest, as though I was the protective dominant guy >.> I love my bf and I'm attracted to men (and women, but not as much as i'm attracted to men) and our couple feels right, just that I just wish the roles were inversed... mh... and that kind of makes my boyfriend "gay" for going out with a "manly" girl... >.<
I'm always trying to prove my "masculinity", like I listen to really violent music and... I dunno... I'm really frustrated; kind of like a guy with a small penis would buy a big car and drive around like a maniac... yeah, I over-compensate for my non-masculineness (that's the word I was looking for ^^)...
I dunno... my feminine body and the way people treat me like a girl is getting more and more frustrating...
What's wrong with me? what am I? Does anyone else feel like this...?