Question on Sexuality?

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Miyani10

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Ok so my sexual orientation is straight but ever since I was young, I've always been attracted to pretty girls. In attracted, I mean, I'm in love with their looks, body, face, etc and I want to hold their hands, hug them, and sleep in the same bed, etc but I don't want to do anything sexual with them. Idk if that's like a sisterly think or what because I want to hug them and kiss them on the cheek sometimes. I befriend them and they usually hug me often, call me their wifey, compare boobies, and tell me that they love me and that I'm cute, but they're straight also. But I don't want anything to go beyond that. I also like to watch lesbian porn or any porn with oral sex on a female but I've never had a fantasy or any feelings with me doing it with a girl. I want to do sexual things to a man and be carnal and aggressive with him....but I wouldn't mind doing this with a transman either. Especially if he got chest surgery, had a strap on, or had bottom surgery. I've never seen pics of what bottom surgery would look like, but if it makes the vagina look like an actual penis, I would love to have sex with a transguy. My boyfriend told me his fantasy is that I have sex with a lesbian, but if we ever had a threesome, I would want to do it with a transman, like Buck Angel....he turns me on!!! But Idk what these feelings are or what they mean. Am I bisexual?
I wouldn't mind getting oral from a girl, like if it just happened b/c we were both horny or to experience it, but I wouldn't want a relationship with her. I would just want the sex. Does that make me bisexual?
Hmm that's pretty interesting. I'll look that up right now.
Maybe I am pansexual? I am attracted to intersexed males with ovaries, transwomen who haven't had bottom surgery...I just don't want them to have boobs, same with intersex females who have big clitoris that can penetrate...again, don't want the boobs. But with females, I don't want anything romantic, but I wouldn't mind sex, if I was just receiving it. Idk what I am
 
It sounds like you have a lot to work through, but from what you've described, it sounds like you feel a biological and instinctive urge to be with a women in some way. This is attraction. It doesn't really mater what you want to do with them, it's the fact that you feel the urge to do something with them and feel a pull toward them.

You're the only one who can know for sure what's going on inside of you, and figure out if you're gay,straight, or bi, but to me it really sounds like true attraction. But again, you're the only one who can know that for sure.
 
Wow ok.. never heard of such a thing but i think you just have different sex fantacy and idk what to call you becouse a lesbian loves to get down with a woman and you dont even like it. i think you just are bi wierd. im jk i wouldnt necessary call you bi becouse you like a mans part not evens a womans part so i just think you just have a broad or wide range of interest for sex but your more straight then bi.
 
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