Question about pregnancy? *My desire*?

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I am 17 and about to turn 18 next month. Lately, I have been having pregnancy and abortion dreams. I don't like children and never thought of raising any, but for some reason I feel fascinated by babies. I have to admit that I have been depressed for 3 years and that this is stupid (my mind is playing games)> Is there a logical explanation? Thanks