Kyle Killszombies
New member
I'm a girl and I've like girls for a while now. I realized my love for females when I was about 11 or 12. I am currently 15. I started to come out of the closet as bisexual when I was 12 or 13. I'd always been crushing on boys before then. However, looking back on it, I always liked the "girly" boys (think stereotypical gay male). I also liked boys with long hair and other girlish qualities. I dated 3 boys and 2 girls. I like all girls, femme and butch. 
I'm beginning to think that one big reason I wanted to have a boyfriend is because i wanted to fit in and prove to all my friends (who started dating at young ages and always attracted the guys) that I could get a boyfriend. Since proving myself was always a big deal in relationships, is it possible that I am a lesbian? I know I'm probably too young to know my sexuality for sure, but I'm trying to find out more about who I am. When I think of being a lesbian, the idea isn't scary or anything to me. I feel like I would be fine without guys in my life.
What are your opinions? I'd love any advice you can offer. Thank you in advance!
I'm beginning to think that one big reason I wanted to have a boyfriend is because i wanted to fit in and prove to all my friends (who started dating at young ages and always attracted the guys) that I could get a boyfriend. Since proving myself was always a big deal in relationships, is it possible that I am a lesbian? I know I'm probably too young to know my sexuality for sure, but I'm trying to find out more about who I am. When I think of being a lesbian, the idea isn't scary or anything to me. I feel like I would be fine without guys in my life.
What are your opinions? I'd love any advice you can offer. Thank you in advance!