rosesroses
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I am having a really hard time tonight. I was in an online relationship for 3 months. We finally met in person and I feel we hit it off wonderfully! I felt almost in love! On our first date we got a little physical but no sex..just alot of hugging and kissing..Our messages after our first date were very lovey dovey to the point I thought we were in love on cloud 9! On the second date things got farther and we ended up having oral sex but i stopped at that..Now I am feeling so insecure about this..I have only even slept with one person and now I'm afraid I look easy..He is still messaging me and wants to go out again, but in my mind I think he may only think I am a hook up when actually i have strong feelings for him and have for months..what should I do? I'm feeling so depressed like I ruined things 