I've suffered from insomnia for a long time and thought these were just symptoms, but maybe it's something else. Maybe somebody out there can help me figure out what the heck is wrong with me so I can get some help.
A little background:
I'm a 51 year old man. I drank heavily and did a lot of drugs when I was young, but very little since the age of 30. I suffered from severe, chronic, anxiety induced insomnia for about 25 years, beginning a few years after quitting quitting drugs and alcohol. I've been on Paxil for about five years, mainly to help me sleep.
My symptoms:
I currently sleep fairly well (with the help of Paxil) -- usually seven or eight hours a night. I feel okay when I awaken, but after two or three hours, I start feeling pressure behind my eyes, nausea, dizziness, my speech becomes slurred, my thinking becomes cloudy, and often there's some mild hallucinations such as floating kidney bean shapes and little flowing black dots. My eyes burn and I have difficulty focusing.
I take a nap every day around 11:00AM or noon for one to two hours and after that, I feel fine. If I miss my nap, I feel awful for the rest of the day.
I've quit several jobs because of the problem. I currently work for myself and can take a nap break, so it's bearable, but it still has control over me. I can't plan anything for the morning and have to make sure I have time to take a nap, otherwise I'm a worthless burnout.
I've researched it a bit and it sounds somewhat like migraine-associated vertigo, but it's not random or stress induced like migraines seem to be. Anybody have any idea?
A little background:
I'm a 51 year old man. I drank heavily and did a lot of drugs when I was young, but very little since the age of 30. I suffered from severe, chronic, anxiety induced insomnia for about 25 years, beginning a few years after quitting quitting drugs and alcohol. I've been on Paxil for about five years, mainly to help me sleep.
My symptoms:
I currently sleep fairly well (with the help of Paxil) -- usually seven or eight hours a night. I feel okay when I awaken, but after two or three hours, I start feeling pressure behind my eyes, nausea, dizziness, my speech becomes slurred, my thinking becomes cloudy, and often there's some mild hallucinations such as floating kidney bean shapes and little flowing black dots. My eyes burn and I have difficulty focusing.
I take a nap every day around 11:00AM or noon for one to two hours and after that, I feel fine. If I miss my nap, I feel awful for the rest of the day.
I've quit several jobs because of the problem. I currently work for myself and can take a nap break, so it's bearable, but it still has control over me. I can't plan anything for the morning and have to make sure I have time to take a nap, otherwise I'm a worthless burnout.
I've researched it a bit and it sounds somewhat like migraine-associated vertigo, but it's not random or stress induced like migraines seem to be. Anybody have any idea?