My fella and i have been struggling to make ends meet.After 8 years he won't commit and at 29 still lives with his folks.he spends his money drinking and gambling,and comes to me.I am broke and my regular job can't keep us both.he said he would leave me.now for past few weeks I have been doing some secret 'escort' work,dating men for money and giving my man half of the cash.I don't think he knows,and if he does he isn't mentioning it.I feel awful,but am addicted to the cash.what do i do??