please help me i have to translate a poem?

[Josie]

its very important i have two poems. i must translate them into turkish but i barley know turkish

Strange feeling
i felt out of place
yes
i spoke in a strange way
i could never put what i was feeling into words
i felt angry
but really i was sad
i was frustrated and felt alone
then as i looked up
not expecting anything
not expecting to find anyone else looking back up at me
let alone this girl
i found her looking up at me
i began to scowl with annoyance and turn away from her
feeling uncomfortable she was looking at me
but as i did i began to notice her
her beautiful face
her long dark hair gently sitting on her shoulders
her eyes
their soft deep brown
like puddles you could swim in
and to my suprise
they seemed to convey an understanding
an undertanding of me
they seemed to penetrate deep into me
past all the bullshit
past the bravado
past the act
i found myslef letting my guard slip
and i let her see into me more
see the real me
we had connected on the deepest level
in this one moment
suddnly a smile appeared over face
and i couldnt help but feel her happiness too
and smiled back
so in a strange illogical way
i finally felt at peace
if anyone takes the time to help me out . thankyou very much its very much appreciated