Please Help. I feel like Im losing it

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Im a 38 year old man that is pretty normal up till now and has been fairly well educated. I have anxiety, depression and panic attacks.

In the last 7 months,
Ive lost my job
I got arrested for a DUI (I wasnt drunk I was having a PANIC ATTACK)
Got my license taken away
Now to start the car and keep it running I have to use a breathalyzer
I have a trial for it in July to determine my guilt
I have a car now that I cant afford but NEED to get a job (more on that in a bit)
I had to move in with my father who is Bi-polar and mean at times and not taking meRAB
Im going to have huge court fees I cant afford
The unemployment Im getting I need VERY bad but I wont be able to pay the taxes on next year
My aunt yesterday decided to STOP paying my car because its been ONE month since Ive moved back with my father and I havent gotten a job yet.
Now she has been paying off and on for a bout a year now. I was told that its a gift and I didnt think I needed to pay it back. Well NOW she wants me to pay the money back at $500 a month!!!! I would usually tell someone no way BUUUUUUT she controls my fathers life monetarily and as guardian because of his condition.

Ive pleaded with her and she doesnt care. She wants her money. Now I wont have anything for my court! Anything to live on!
If I get the car repo'ed I STILL owe money! And my credit is already shot

Im going INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im crying constantly. Im not sleeping. Im vomiting from my nerves but I cant eat anything. Im a nervous wreck. I was going to commit myself BUT Im affraid it would cost me something!
I have NO insuarnace AND infact I have about $8000 worth of hospital bills that Im not paying because I cant.

Can SOMEONE ANYONE help me? Give me advice? Give me some nuraber to call?!?!?
I cant go on job interviews like this.
 
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