There, In a coming storm
blackened turmoil and scorn.
Life isn't fair it just isn't right,
stressed and scared til hair is white.
I see things backwards, I hold them tight
the way things happen is an endless night.
yet others ask my words of "wise"
but on my own I'm lost in lies.
this word of love i trust so much,
but all it causes is pain and such.
I'm giving up, on waiting so dear
if all my days I hurt all year.
the feeling of guilt haunts me like fear
gazing in with gruesome leer.
I feel so horrid, just want to be,
alone on the dock, looking out at sea.
this is how i feel it's all in my head
because of this my heart seems like lead.
and so the beach so blissful to wade,
sometimes i wish it wouldn't fade.
but this is my story, it all ends the same,
i hurt so much, but it's not a game.
blackened turmoil and scorn.
Life isn't fair it just isn't right,
stressed and scared til hair is white.
I see things backwards, I hold them tight
the way things happen is an endless night.
yet others ask my words of "wise"
but on my own I'm lost in lies.
this word of love i trust so much,
but all it causes is pain and such.
I'm giving up, on waiting so dear
if all my days I hurt all year.
the feeling of guilt haunts me like fear
gazing in with gruesome leer.
I feel so horrid, just want to be,
alone on the dock, looking out at sea.
this is how i feel it's all in my head
because of this my heart seems like lead.
and so the beach so blissful to wade,
sometimes i wish it wouldn't fade.
but this is my story, it all ends the same,
i hurt so much, but it's not a game.