I used to love playing soft ball and baseball. These days I stay home all day because I am so scared to go outside if men take me away and do bad things to me. I want to live again. I am SO scared of kidnapping. I am 16. PLEASE help? I have been living with anxiety for about 5 years. I even got homeschooled because of this fear. Also, what is the difference in the game Softball and Baseball?