S
sticher
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This is a good news moment! I've posted off and on over the years here. I've riden the hydrocodone pony too many times. I have been to rehab in the past. And just like everyone, I thought I was soooo done with this crap.
Last Noveraber, I hurt my shoulder--and NOT that bad. And old Mr. Addict reared his head. And before I knew it, I was back on the damn drug. The shoulder pain was long gone, but I kept getting the hydro's--Everytime I would start to get off, I'd start WD's and drug brain would say, "just one more day."
I was ready to go to detox--as much as I HATED that place. 2 days ago I started talking to someone about accupuncture--and a light went on. I went in yesterday. He's a REAL Chinese accupunctuist. He has worked in US hospitals for several years. I wasn't sure if he totally understood what I was talking about. I was asking for help getting through the WD phase. I know I should just be able to gut it out and get through the WD, but it's been 3 months and I haven't been able to get the job done.
We talked about the symptoms I get with WD: aching, insomnia, diarrhea, cold sweats, severe depression, runny eyes and nose, yawning. He had me lie down on his couch. I lost count the # of needles. And yeah, it sort of hurt. Some of them fired off a whole series of other nerves. Then he hooked up a current to about 8 of the needles. He said, "Relax for about 15 minutes." The needles pulsed--and that was sort of uncomfortable. Aftward, he came in and did accupressure, and pressed and twisted the crap out of my neck and back. He said I needed 10 treatments--3 per week. He charged me $600 for the 10 treatments.
I left thinking, I've spent way more for much less. I didn't feel much of anything. 24 hours later--I cannot believe this! I've already passed the 24 hour smack down. And I feel better than I have in years! I have energy. I feel happy. I feel clear headed. And I have no desire to drug up.
I'm still sceptical. I will get through this. But man! If I can fell like this while I get through WD's I am totally smiling!
Last Noveraber, I hurt my shoulder--and NOT that bad. And old Mr. Addict reared his head. And before I knew it, I was back on the damn drug. The shoulder pain was long gone, but I kept getting the hydro's--Everytime I would start to get off, I'd start WD's and drug brain would say, "just one more day."
I was ready to go to detox--as much as I HATED that place. 2 days ago I started talking to someone about accupuncture--and a light went on. I went in yesterday. He's a REAL Chinese accupunctuist. He has worked in US hospitals for several years. I wasn't sure if he totally understood what I was talking about. I was asking for help getting through the WD phase. I know I should just be able to gut it out and get through the WD, but it's been 3 months and I haven't been able to get the job done.
We talked about the symptoms I get with WD: aching, insomnia, diarrhea, cold sweats, severe depression, runny eyes and nose, yawning. He had me lie down on his couch. I lost count the # of needles. And yeah, it sort of hurt. Some of them fired off a whole series of other nerves. Then he hooked up a current to about 8 of the needles. He said, "Relax for about 15 minutes." The needles pulsed--and that was sort of uncomfortable. Aftward, he came in and did accupressure, and pressed and twisted the crap out of my neck and back. He said I needed 10 treatments--3 per week. He charged me $600 for the 10 treatments.
I left thinking, I've spent way more for much less. I didn't feel much of anything. 24 hours later--I cannot believe this! I've already passed the 24 hour smack down. And I feel better than I have in years! I have energy. I feel happy. I feel clear headed. And I have no desire to drug up.
I'm still sceptical. I will get through this. But man! If I can fell like this while I get through WD's I am totally smiling!