I think God wants me to kill myself. Today after I came home from my therapist (I suffer from depression), while I am trying to cheer myself up to avoid killing myself, I notice I have a message on my cell phone from one of my ex-girlfriends that I still like and am trying to hook back up with. I think "O, maybe it is a nice message, and hearing her voice will cheer me up..."
WRONG.
I listen to it and the voice (that sounds like her) simply says "You suck -----(my real name), kill yourself." If that ain't a bitch. It turns out it wasn't actually her, it was one of her bitchy friends that I hate. Still... I'm already fucking down. The last thing I need is someone kicking me. I don't know why I even bother any more. It's hard enough to live without my answering machine telling me to kill myself.
WRONG.
I listen to it and the voice (that sounds like her) simply says "You suck -----(my real name), kill yourself." If that ain't a bitch. It turns out it wasn't actually her, it was one of her bitchy friends that I hate. Still... I'm already fucking down. The last thing I need is someone kicking me. I don't know why I even bother any more. It's hard enough to live without my answering machine telling me to kill myself.