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I AM ASKING THIS QUESTION TO YOU GUYS BECAUSE THERE IS NO ONE TO HELP ME,I AM ALONE,SO FOR THE SAKE OF HUMANITY,PLEASE GIVE ME A GOOD ADVICE
my name is vaibhav
i am an atheist from India, New delhi
i am a Philosophy Hon 3 year student.
i don,t know why i feel sad all the times, i feel depressed many times life appers meaningless to me,and i see my future in darkeness.All the knowledge appears to me total waste.i am not happy.
i had acquired knowledge of astronomy ,philosophy ,psychology and many other branches ,i had about 4000 books, but all this appers to be waste, i am not a happy person, knowledge does,t guarentee happiness.
i love one girl of my class and she had completely ignored me,so whenever i think about her i get extreme headaches, she is my class mate and whenever i see her in class i feel sad.
due to my stupid activites i had lost her completely, now she never talk to me.earlier her small talks give me happiness.
many times i fill myself with hatred towards Love, and i decide i will never fall in love with any girl.
whole night and everytime i think about her,whenever i think about her my soul cries.
i am depressed due to my parents also, my parents love me, but i don,t know why still i feel insecurity, my sister is an medical student, and my parents had given her car, high pocket money, and everything but when it comes to my need, my parents give me very less pocket money and i was not able to ask them for many things, i feel insecure.many times i thought i should leave the home, but my graduation is not complete yet.
till 10 th class i was raised by my grand father in a small town shahjahanpur, so i had more attachment towards my grandfather.i miss my grand father, he is 87 years old, if i will ask him for things,he will say wrong to my parents and than my parents will ask me why you complain grand father.
my parents are doctor and they have huge property and they are rich, but when it comes to my need,they ignored me,where they will take all there money ?
my sister have branded clothes and all the expenisve things,but i had not all those luxaries.
my father many times speaks so much wrong to me,he don,t realise what he had said to me and what impact it had on my emotions,actually my parents want to make me a doctor but i revolt and take Philosophy honors, so they are not happy with this subject,even though i had perform good.i had revolted against my parents wish, where as my sister do ,what my parents want from her,she want to became Pilot but she never go against parents.
i cannot, find psychological comfort by praying to god or by belief in any other fairies tales.
i feel depress and sad all the times, many times ideas of sucide also came in my head.,many times i thought i should leave the home and should go in a village and should live there alone.
i had became a loner, in class also i don,t want to talk to anyone.i feel depress all the times, does this depression is due to chemical imbalance in the brain.my Health is destroyed, i had became extremly weak and underweigt due to depression.
Atheism leads to nihilism ( my fellow atheists many of you will be disagree with me and will critisize me, but this is what i personally things
due to ATHEISM I FIND MYSELF FREE FROM RELIGIOUS DOGMA AND SUPERSTITIOUS but due to my ATHEISM i had became Pessimistic.
death reduce everything to dust, there is so much suffering in the world, no matter what you acheive in your life, evantually all human race will be extinct one day, after 5 billion years sun hydrogen fuel will end and it will swallow away earth,one day our UNIVERSE will run out of energy and due to entropy it will also die.
there is no COSMIC JUSTICE in the universe, many times evil humans enjoy life, where as good one suffer.
ATHEISTS, HOW MANY OF YOU FEEL DEPRESSED AND HOW YOU COPE WITH IT ?
You cannot pray to any god for help and as i guess you are not spritual, you know very well every event had material cause, there is nothing supernatural to help.
please share your personal experience and give me serious advice.
my name is vaibhav
i am an atheist from India, New delhi
i am a Philosophy Hon 3 year student.
i don,t know why i feel sad all the times, i feel depressed many times life appers meaningless to me,and i see my future in darkeness.All the knowledge appears to me total waste.i am not happy.
i had acquired knowledge of astronomy ,philosophy ,psychology and many other branches ,i had about 4000 books, but all this appers to be waste, i am not a happy person, knowledge does,t guarentee happiness.
i love one girl of my class and she had completely ignored me,so whenever i think about her i get extreme headaches, she is my class mate and whenever i see her in class i feel sad.
due to my stupid activites i had lost her completely, now she never talk to me.earlier her small talks give me happiness.
many times i fill myself with hatred towards Love, and i decide i will never fall in love with any girl.
whole night and everytime i think about her,whenever i think about her my soul cries.
i am depressed due to my parents also, my parents love me, but i don,t know why still i feel insecurity, my sister is an medical student, and my parents had given her car, high pocket money, and everything but when it comes to my need, my parents give me very less pocket money and i was not able to ask them for many things, i feel insecure.many times i thought i should leave the home, but my graduation is not complete yet.
till 10 th class i was raised by my grand father in a small town shahjahanpur, so i had more attachment towards my grandfather.i miss my grand father, he is 87 years old, if i will ask him for things,he will say wrong to my parents and than my parents will ask me why you complain grand father.
my parents are doctor and they have huge property and they are rich, but when it comes to my need,they ignored me,where they will take all there money ?
my sister have branded clothes and all the expenisve things,but i had not all those luxaries.
my father many times speaks so much wrong to me,he don,t realise what he had said to me and what impact it had on my emotions,actually my parents want to make me a doctor but i revolt and take Philosophy honors, so they are not happy with this subject,even though i had perform good.i had revolted against my parents wish, where as my sister do ,what my parents want from her,she want to became Pilot but she never go against parents.
i cannot, find psychological comfort by praying to god or by belief in any other fairies tales.
i feel depress and sad all the times, many times ideas of sucide also came in my head.,many times i thought i should leave the home and should go in a village and should live there alone.
i had became a loner, in class also i don,t want to talk to anyone.i feel depress all the times, does this depression is due to chemical imbalance in the brain.my Health is destroyed, i had became extremly weak and underweigt due to depression.
Atheism leads to nihilism ( my fellow atheists many of you will be disagree with me and will critisize me, but this is what i personally things
due to ATHEISM I FIND MYSELF FREE FROM RELIGIOUS DOGMA AND SUPERSTITIOUS but due to my ATHEISM i had became Pessimistic.
death reduce everything to dust, there is so much suffering in the world, no matter what you acheive in your life, evantually all human race will be extinct one day, after 5 billion years sun hydrogen fuel will end and it will swallow away earth,one day our UNIVERSE will run out of energy and due to entropy it will also die.
there is no COSMIC JUSTICE in the universe, many times evil humans enjoy life, where as good one suffer.
ATHEISTS, HOW MANY OF YOU FEEL DEPRESSED AND HOW YOU COPE WITH IT ?
You cannot pray to any god for help and as i guess you are not spritual, you know very well every event had material cause, there is nothing supernatural to help.
please share your personal experience and give me serious advice.