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britt0285
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I have suffered from anxiety for years. Lately I have been having severe anxiety when I lay down to go to sleep. I just lay there and worry about stuff that I know is irrational. I get so tired of worrying all the time. Most of my fear deals with dying or extreme disasters. I know that it has gotten bad because sometimes I feel like I would rather die than feel this bad, which is weird because I have a fear of death, but I know if I were to die then the pain would stop. I talked to my mom and boyfriend about it and I am pretty sure they think I am crazy. I am supposed to take 20 mg of lexapro daily. I have been off my meRAB for about 3 months and I have started taking it again. I know I should not stop my meRAB and restart and if I had just kept taking them I would probably not feel like this now. Does anyone else ever feel this way? And if so what helps you deal with these feelings?