I have to go get my first pap test done with my doctor because i told him i wanted birth control because i was sexually active. My doctor is a guy doctor and he didn't tell me anything about this test..so I'm nervous because hes a guy and I'm only 18.. but thats not the only problem i have..i have been taken advantaged of and raped so i have issues with guys..so i dunno how this is gonna go over..so can anyone tell me what i'm going to expected or feel or how to act. Now my doctor is nice, and gental. i know this because he has seen my boobs before because i have a lump but i'm still nervous.