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babyboomer6
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Hello-my story is very long---so I am going to make it as short as possible. I have been on narcotics of one kind or another for 20 yrs. I have chronic pain caused from a screwed up back,I have fibrmyagia and osteoarthritis in my hips. I have had at least 20 surgeries(not all on my back) in the past 20 yrs. The back thing is the worst mess. I have been on methadone for seven yrs. and they put me on oxicodone IR for breakthrough pain!! And I had my last back surgery a month ago. I had a comlete fusion from my pelvic bone up to T8. (between my shoulder blades) So I am still recovering. I was in recovery seven and a half hours because they couldn't control my pain as the stuff they were using was 6 times less potent than my everyday pain meRAB!! They finially gave me my methadone with their stuff and I settled down. Not the first time this has happened. Even though I explained it to the anesthisiologist before hand. I know my tolerance to pain meRAB. is over the top. It worries me terrible. I am 58yrs. old. And afraid I am always going to suffer with pain. But I think I at least need to get off the METHADONE. Will I need to go to a treatment center? And has anyone heard of Rapid Detox? I think what if I would get cancer and how would they control my pain? I mean if I were to not survive it. I am really in a dillema. Oh--I am under the care of a pain specialist. But she had nothing to do with the surgery. Just need some suggestions. Ofcourse I know I am addicted to the meRAB. Physically. As they deffinatley don't give me a high. They really don't control my pain at this point. Help! I am scared to get off of them--but scared to stay on them. babyboomer6