original sexuality? Am I wasting my time?

From age of about 6 - 15 I was interested in girl right from puppy love up until first serious crushes. I got a bit confused and started to like things about boys when I was about 17/18 but then when I went to uni I got my first serious girlfriend fell hard inlove and then about 4 months later we broke up. I was so heart broken and depressed for about a year. I dabbled with the thought of guys here and there and it took my until the age of 26 to actually try out things properly with a guy. I ended up getting a boyfrind for about 6 months. we had sex and I identified myself as being gay. I went through the whole coming out' thing but after we split up I'm not interested in trying to pull more guys. If a nice guy came along I would go for it but I don't feel properly gay as I still love the idea of being with a woman. I sometimes really want to be with a woman but my friends say 'don't be ridiculas your gay' Deep down inside I feel so hetro but trapped in a gay mans body' does that make sense? probably not. I just feel if my friends and family accept it so much then why won't I let myself become gay? I'm 28 now and scared that I will end up being with no one. Gay guys and straight girls find me weird because I claim to be bi-sexual. I don't know what to do
can I go back to my original sexuality?
 
honey you can do what ever you want. it is your life you should feel comfortable and happy with yourself no one else matters when it comes to that. because in the end all we want is to be happy, people will always have their opinions you just have to choose wether to care or not and in this situation you shouldn't care :)
 
honey you can do what ever you want. it is your life you should feel comfortable and happy with yourself no one else matters when it comes to that. because in the end all we want is to be happy, people will always have their opinions you just have to choose wether to care or not and in this situation you shouldn't care :)
 
honey you can do what ever you want. it is your life you should feel comfortable and happy with yourself no one else matters when it comes to that. because in the end all we want is to be happy, people will always have their opinions you just have to choose wether to care or not and in this situation you shouldn't care :)
 
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