That Country Girl. YA'LL.
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I just got done writing 3 pages about my ex in my notebook. It's highly repetitive, I know, but I just needed to get this out of my head. I doubt you'll read it all, but I'd appreciate it if you would ^^
I miss you. I miss how you used to hold me. I miss the way you used to look at me. I miss talking to you. I miss the smell of the cologne you used to wear. I miss that awkward smile you used to have. I miss the way you used to laugh when you talked to me. I miss our old conversations. I miss having classes with you. I miss being in your arms. I miss making myself as perfect as possible for school, just for you. I miss sunday nights when I would be excited to see you. I miss seeing you face. I miss how we would walk with each other. I miss your awkwardness while we walked. I miss being myself around you. I miss having someone to care about me. I miss Alex making jokes about us. I miss all the times I was jealous of Torrie. I miss passing by you in the halls. I miss seeing you all dressed up for band concerts. I miss the way we make eye contact. I miss dreaming about you. I miss falling asleep and waking up thinking about you. I miss when my heart would skip a beat whenever I saw you. I miss the flip in your hair. I miss the cuteness of you being self-conscious about yourself. I miss having band together. I miss when you would make me smile. I miss when you'd surprise me. I miss when you had mixed feelings for me while we were friends. I miss making myself feel like an idiot when I said something stupid. I miss seeing you at Terrace Park over the summer. I miss being your friend, but I mostly miss being yours. I miss seeing you walk home everyday. I miss when you'd walk past me and I'd stop and stare. I miss having classes together. I miss writing songs about you. I miss crying over you. I miss hating Torrie. I miss being able to wake up and not know what could happen. I miss being sad but seeing you smile completely changing my day. I miss daydreaming about you. I miss making myself look stupid in front of you. I miss you walking past me and you having no idea how much I loved you. I miss telling my friends how much you meant to me. I miss their reaction when they see how imperfect you were but I didn't. I miss being heartbroken. I miss feeling like the world was absolutely perfect when you put your arms around me. I miss when our friends making us hug when we first went out. I miss April 15th 2010. I miss Band Tour. I miss when you take me from depression to absolute happiness in a matter of seconds. I miss looking forward to seeing just a glimpse of you. I miss the smell of your cologne when I would walk past you. I miss your lame jokes. I miss the way you used to laugh. I miss when you would take my breath away. I miss wishing at 11:11 for you to kiss me. I miss when I got jealous of Chelsea sitting by you. I miss you asking me out. I miss our last hug. I miss beating you on the worlds hardest game. I miss being brave enough to continue the conversation, when it was one of the hardest things I did. I miss the way you talked to me on facebook. I miss hating you. I miss loving you. I miss when you might've loved me. I miss listening to "Today Was A Fairytale". I miss looking at you and thinking "There he is. He's mine <3". I miss being the only one who thinks you're still perfect. I miss when you were my prince charming. I miss you getting into trouble. I miss having paper fights in 7th grade. I miss when you didn't pull your hand away when our hands touched in the computer lab, because you're left handed. I miss finding out what day you were born. I miss when you would tease me on the bus ride home. I miss your old glasses. I miss you signing my yearbook. I miss the moment when I felt regret. I miss having the perfect day, just because you talked to me. I miss everything.
Any opinions on my little rant welcome :]
I miss you. I miss how you used to hold me. I miss the way you used to look at me. I miss talking to you. I miss the smell of the cologne you used to wear. I miss that awkward smile you used to have. I miss the way you used to laugh when you talked to me. I miss our old conversations. I miss having classes with you. I miss being in your arms. I miss making myself as perfect as possible for school, just for you. I miss sunday nights when I would be excited to see you. I miss seeing you face. I miss how we would walk with each other. I miss your awkwardness while we walked. I miss being myself around you. I miss having someone to care about me. I miss Alex making jokes about us. I miss all the times I was jealous of Torrie. I miss passing by you in the halls. I miss seeing you all dressed up for band concerts. I miss the way we make eye contact. I miss dreaming about you. I miss falling asleep and waking up thinking about you. I miss when my heart would skip a beat whenever I saw you. I miss the flip in your hair. I miss the cuteness of you being self-conscious about yourself. I miss having band together. I miss when you would make me smile. I miss when you'd surprise me. I miss when you had mixed feelings for me while we were friends. I miss making myself feel like an idiot when I said something stupid. I miss seeing you at Terrace Park over the summer. I miss being your friend, but I mostly miss being yours. I miss seeing you walk home everyday. I miss when you'd walk past me and I'd stop and stare. I miss having classes together. I miss writing songs about you. I miss crying over you. I miss hating Torrie. I miss being able to wake up and not know what could happen. I miss being sad but seeing you smile completely changing my day. I miss daydreaming about you. I miss making myself look stupid in front of you. I miss you walking past me and you having no idea how much I loved you. I miss telling my friends how much you meant to me. I miss their reaction when they see how imperfect you were but I didn't. I miss being heartbroken. I miss feeling like the world was absolutely perfect when you put your arms around me. I miss when our friends making us hug when we first went out. I miss April 15th 2010. I miss Band Tour. I miss when you take me from depression to absolute happiness in a matter of seconds. I miss looking forward to seeing just a glimpse of you. I miss the smell of your cologne when I would walk past you. I miss your lame jokes. I miss the way you used to laugh. I miss when you would take my breath away. I miss wishing at 11:11 for you to kiss me. I miss when I got jealous of Chelsea sitting by you. I miss you asking me out. I miss our last hug. I miss beating you on the worlds hardest game. I miss being brave enough to continue the conversation, when it was one of the hardest things I did. I miss the way you talked to me on facebook. I miss hating you. I miss loving you. I miss when you might've loved me. I miss listening to "Today Was A Fairytale". I miss looking at you and thinking "There he is. He's mine <3". I miss being the only one who thinks you're still perfect. I miss when you were my prince charming. I miss you getting into trouble. I miss having paper fights in 7th grade. I miss when you didn't pull your hand away when our hands touched in the computer lab, because you're left handed. I miss finding out what day you were born. I miss when you would tease me on the bus ride home. I miss your old glasses. I miss you signing my yearbook. I miss the moment when I felt regret. I miss having the perfect day, just because you talked to me. I miss everything.
Any opinions on my little rant welcome :]