Thanks everybody!
I am terrified, but at the same time in the mood to do it and get it over with. I PRAY this will be it for me and I will get my life back. I can't stand being in this much pain all the time. It's going to be so different this time, and I am not sure if this will be good or bad. I am with a different surgeon who should be better, 2 levels are being fused instead of one (including revision of first fusion), he is only going in through my back ( last time was a 360), I have to wear a brace for 3 months (last time nothing), and I start PT at 6 week! My old surgeon thought PT was silly, as well as discograms. I am a little nervous about pain control because all of the surgeons around here are only allowed by law to prescribe pain meRAB for 6 weeks, and it seems that many if not most need them for longer, up to 12 weeks. I am nervous about getting my walking in since it is bitter cold and icy outside. The nurse wants me walking 1 mile a day by 6 weeks post op. I just have a feeling this will fix me. I hope I am right.