OMG! FIRST COUSINS AND SEX?? OMG!! HELP I'M 14?

[Teen poet and Author]

ok my cousin is 32 our relationship is fabulous. she's married and has a daughter who is 6 months. I have been through alot, like being sexually abused and things but am just to scared to talk to her about it because i will feel embarresed. but i want to talk to her about sex and things.but when i did she answered me honestly i only asked one question but she said i advice you not to think too much about it

by the way we are exactly like sisters and if i talk to her about things it will be through msn because she lives in a diff country now and she mi8 come to live in the same country

* 18 minutes ago
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am 14 and a girl. we are first cousins. I really trust her so much but am scared to tell her things because am soo hurt..

17 minutes ago
i feel so lonely i mean am popular in school but feel lonely because i dont have a friend that i can open my heart to. i have been like this for a couple of years about 3 nearly
I love her but she tells me not to think about it to much and i should only know about this after marriage but i want to talk about it how do i go on about this


she isnt embarressed to talk about it

Now what i want you to do please!
write me a couple of sentences (short if possible) so i can send it to her as an offline message on msn x
about me wanting to have sex but doesnt want to give it to the wrong person and i want to talk to her about it
please write me a couple of sentences so i can send to her on msn as an offline message

 

[SDPS]

Oh, gosh. When I read the title of your question, I thought you were going to say something about first cousins having sex. Lol, so glad that isn't what you're talking about here.

You shouldn't be embarrassed! Inferring from what you wrote, you two are really close. I'm almost one hundred sure she wouldn't mind it if you talked to her about it. Even though she told you not to think about it too much, doesn't mean she won't answer any question you have to ask. Just ask her. She'll understand that you're growing up and are interested in asking question about it. Good luck.