Getting suicidal thoughts when in grief is common. Getting stronger at heart makes a human worthy to admire. I admire your strong will since you have not yet taken that cowardly step to end yourself. The ways of this world are not known, how one undergoes such unexpected incidents and all that is heart rending. But there is peace in living with harmony in the heart. The wounds will heal over a period of time. It makes you courageous and passionate. This life is worthy of living. Great losses can be overcome when you look at the suffering world around you. You are not alone. Be bold. Bold hearts are beautiful to admire.
There is always light after the darkness. Never yield to the fits of hasty emotions. You are open minded to discuss your issues. So you are inclined to come out of the problem. Its possible for you to change your grieving heart.
Since you are poetic, you are in sorrow. Sorrow can be overcome by many ways, since you are strong.
Heart is more than
that pumps blood;
Not just flesh of The Flesh.
It is:
An ocean of emotions,
A spring of revivals;
A hum of the song sublime,
A hymn to the Life eternal;
A journey into miracles,
A faith reaching the pinnacle;
The vision beyond horizon,
The sense of all essences;
The rhythm of Time's tick
in the bosom of a Moment's blossom.
