i'm 16. okay this has only happened with two coaches. first i have to say that these are just crushes and i would never make a move or pursue anything..my coaches would definitely never pursue it or make a move anyway.
so last year's coach was HOT and in his late 20's. all the girls loved him except i didn't find him attractive. then some of my teammates told me i was his favorite. i started to notice that he stared at me all the time..he would stare at my legs and stuff. he was pretty much infatuated with me..and i was soo awkward around him. but i started to fall for him just because i loved being his favorite and how he stared at me..at times it got creepy. but i was INFATUATED with him for a while (and it wasn't weird because all the girls on the team loved him) but he's not the coach anymore.
now this year's coach is not hot..he's in his late 20's. he's okay looking. but i love his personality and i used to just really like him as a person. i'm so comfortable around him and he is an AMAZING coach. he helped me improve so much as an athlete. i've been working hard lately and he's noticed and has been focusing on me lately and now he loves me.
and it's just that even if my coaches like me as an athlete, or if they even like me sexually, i feed off of it and it makes me attracted back. i just love how they both favor me and they both stare at me a lot. and it motivates me to work harder because i want to impress my coach!
WHY do i do this? i had another coach who was like 50 and i was not attracted to him at all. maybe it's just a coincidence with these two coaches? they both love me though! like as an athlete i think
WHY!! how do i stop? at first i really liked this years coach just as a coach. but lately he's been favoring me and it's making me like him.
so last year's coach was HOT and in his late 20's. all the girls loved him except i didn't find him attractive. then some of my teammates told me i was his favorite. i started to notice that he stared at me all the time..he would stare at my legs and stuff. he was pretty much infatuated with me..and i was soo awkward around him. but i started to fall for him just because i loved being his favorite and how he stared at me..at times it got creepy. but i was INFATUATED with him for a while (and it wasn't weird because all the girls on the team loved him) but he's not the coach anymore.
now this year's coach is not hot..he's in his late 20's. he's okay looking. but i love his personality and i used to just really like him as a person. i'm so comfortable around him and he is an AMAZING coach. he helped me improve so much as an athlete. i've been working hard lately and he's noticed and has been focusing on me lately and now he loves me.
and it's just that even if my coaches like me as an athlete, or if they even like me sexually, i feed off of it and it makes me attracted back. i just love how they both favor me and they both stare at me a lot. and it motivates me to work harder because i want to impress my coach!
WHY do i do this? i had another coach who was like 50 and i was not attracted to him at all. maybe it's just a coincidence with these two coaches? they both love me though! like as an athlete i think
WHY!! how do i stop? at first i really liked this years coach just as a coach. but lately he's been favoring me and it's making me like him.