I live with my mom and my older sister and my dad is across the world with his girlfriend and her son who stole my room.
My mom is gone all the time from 3am to 11pm.. I haven't said a word to her in over 5 days and i just don't care anymore. She doesn't call anymore and she doesn't ask me about my day or my grades or come in at night to say goodnight. Two weeks ago is when i ended staying up at night to see her come home because i know she doesn't care. I'll wait until she comes at night and she'll walk inside and ask me, "What are you doing up" and goes to bed. I thought maybe if i stopped trying she would talk to me more but no she just doesn't want to talk to me. She'll come home sometimes and yell at me about stupid things and all i can do is hide in my room. She will buy great things and gifts for her work and leave me and my sister the rejects that nobody wants. Ive gotten two Fs already and she doesn't care.
My 16 year old sister doesn't even talk to me either unless i talk to her. Shell get mad at me if i don't talk to her.
I hate school right now but no one knows that. School is the only place where i can act happy with my friends but i don't fit in with all the new people. I keep catching myself changing just to try and fit in only to get made fun of. All the guys are jerks at my school and i just stopped trying to fight back already. I don't want to go anymore and ive been missing school and its finally spring break.
I come home after school and sit in my room with my door closed with nothing to do. My sister doesn't care if i stay out until 8 or anything.
I just want to runaway and never come back. Everyone is pressuring me and im not good at anything. I want my daddy to take me to the mainland so i can make new friends and i can live with my step mom.
I just want to go away i don't want to eat anymore or do anything just stare at my wall and cry im only 12 i should be having fun like all my other friends. i don't know what to do i just don't feel like doing anything anymore and i want to see my dad and mom again
My mom is gone all the time from 3am to 11pm.. I haven't said a word to her in over 5 days and i just don't care anymore. She doesn't call anymore and she doesn't ask me about my day or my grades or come in at night to say goodnight. Two weeks ago is when i ended staying up at night to see her come home because i know she doesn't care. I'll wait until she comes at night and she'll walk inside and ask me, "What are you doing up" and goes to bed. I thought maybe if i stopped trying she would talk to me more but no she just doesn't want to talk to me. She'll come home sometimes and yell at me about stupid things and all i can do is hide in my room. She will buy great things and gifts for her work and leave me and my sister the rejects that nobody wants. Ive gotten two Fs already and she doesn't care.
My 16 year old sister doesn't even talk to me either unless i talk to her. Shell get mad at me if i don't talk to her.
I hate school right now but no one knows that. School is the only place where i can act happy with my friends but i don't fit in with all the new people. I keep catching myself changing just to try and fit in only to get made fun of. All the guys are jerks at my school and i just stopped trying to fight back already. I don't want to go anymore and ive been missing school and its finally spring break.
I come home after school and sit in my room with my door closed with nothing to do. My sister doesn't care if i stay out until 8 or anything.
I just want to runaway and never come back. Everyone is pressuring me and im not good at anything. I want my daddy to take me to the mainland so i can make new friends and i can live with my step mom.
I just want to go away i don't want to eat anymore or do anything just stare at my wall and cry im only 12 i should be having fun like all my other friends. i don't know what to do i just don't feel like doing anything anymore and i want to see my dad and mom again