No sleep, no calm, make Jimmy go crazy...

~Linda~ ^-^

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From this day on, I will no longer try another psychiatric medication.

I'm done. Kaput. So I'm not perfect. And I am NOT going to try to make myself perfect.

I have been taking Geodon for two months now, to help quell my bipolar and shit, as of late I've been so tired from it I can barely function. I don't even need the shit anymore, Lithium works fine. I don't feel all emo and shit like when I first returned this Spring.

Yes, Lithium, the same shit that powers your iPod, Laptop, rechargeable vibrating butt plug, can also be used to cure everything from bipolar to gout.

Naturally, I can't just STOP taking Geodon, I gotta be tapered off, and right now my heart is racing, I'm sweating and I can't sleep. I'm hyper, too.

In fact, right now, I feel very much like my idol, my savior, the one, the only,

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The Great Cornholio. ASUGAR, ASUGAR! I NEED TEEPEE FOR MY BUNGHOLE!

Right now, I'm so hyper, I wanna just run around like a felon trying to evade a cruel LAPD beating. I wanna bounce off the walls like Sonic. I wanna fling poop all over my walls like a retarded monkey.

...Well, maybe not the last bit.

But you know what fucking rules? I still feel like myself. That's rare. Usually when getting off I feel like hell, but here I am, cracking shit jokes at midnight. I'm still me. Awesome. I'm not flipping out, getting depressed, having threesomes with Gehtfuct and MaxPower, etc.

It's great to know I'll sleep like shit for three nights. I gotta keep going till I burn myself out.

Fuck all this experimentation, I'm sticking to lithium and Dexedrine. They don't do this shit to me.

Remember kids, if you're born far from perfect, you'll never be anywhere near close. So don't even try, you're pissing valuable time. Time that could be spent making money, getting good grades, or getting a girlfriend (No, your CD-ROM drive doesn't count. Not even if you use shampoo).
 
It's alright. I've been through far worse than this, it isn't too bad. It's kinda just the straw that broke the camels back.

I'm through trying to be perfect.
 
Jimmy, you ARE crazy. But that's why we love you. I feel you on the whole hyperactive as shit thing though. I'm not on meds, however, even though I probably should be. "Yes Mr. Docter, I want a happy pill! Or two or even 100!"
All that shit. Good call on sticking purly to what works.
 
Are you serious? Descent is posting about his medical problems in the Life Sucks forums? That's pretty unusual. (It was too long, so I didn't actually read it. But that's what I'm assuming this thread is about.)
 
Actually no.

It sterotypically doesn't follow the rules, but the Life Sucks description says and I quote "spill your guts inside".

Well.. I am glad for you Descent. Maybe being you is better than being someone you want to be. Don't stop now.
 
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