He never bothered to take the proper steps to help me heal from his long affair with an ex girlfriend. Now, I just find myself avoiding him and its not really bothering me. He tells me he doesn't love me because of the way I acted over the torment he caused me. He is so selfish. I wish I never met him. Sometimes I wish he would never come home from work. He refuses all my efforts at reconnecting. He is a jerk, jerk, jerk! And at this point, I hope he dies alone!!!!