Need to rant! Am I alone?

Maria

New member
Man been ttc since nov 2008 and actually feel like it's ruining my life. I just don't have any personality any more (well I do but it's a crap one) I can't be nice to babies or new mothers ( I don't do anything bad just don't coo over them) I actively avoid friends who have babies or are pregnant.Also can't bear it when people post questions about pregnancy in TTC almost as though they wish to rub my nose in it (Know that they don't) How can I remove this jealousy from my life. Stopped smoking and drinking any alcohol in order to help conceive and that just makes life a barrel of laughs also! Please tell me I am not alone with my vile thoughts? or am I.......
 
Back
Top