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Hey Linda,

Just checking in with you to see how you are doing!!!! Been thinking about you!

XOXOXOOX
 
Hi Cc~Linda here checking in to see how you're doing? Yes my Gabe is a handful but I wouldn't trade it for the world! I know you are busy with 2 young ones 4 & 6 they will give you a run for your money! How are you sweetie? I am ok I guess. Sometimes people piss me off and dont take this seriously! We have alot goin on here~moneys really tight T has only been working 3 days a week and I am helpless. He seems to have already forgotten what is about to happen and I know he's worried about bills and his work but I dont get it. He thinks its going to be a walk in the park for me and I am scared. Sometimes I dont think he is the right man for me. We have been together 2 years and I love him with all my heart. This board is probably going to be my only support~dont know what I would do without you all.
Hope to talk with you soon,
Linda
 
Hey Linda.....sorry Im late for your party mate and that things are so rough right now. god,do I know how that feels. Havent been about for a day cause all Ive wanted to do is hide in the big,deep hole Ive dug for myself. Wallow,wallow,eh? Anyhoo,Im so proud that you managed to cut down a little the last couple days,but you're so hard on yourself my sweets. At least you're moving in the right direction and trying to prepare yourself for the journey ahead. I think Tommy doesnt always appreciate how hard this is gonna be for you. I hope that he can come round a bit and help,not hinder. It makes things like a 100 times harder if you cant be a tight unit. You need support right now and understanding that this is gonna be one hell of a battle. How many days now till detox? I have had you in my prayers every night,hoping that you will find strength to finish this. You're a good mum amd are always offering your support to others. As for all of us,we must learn to take our own advice,huh? Thats the hardest thing to do...worRAB are easy but actions...well,thats another kettle of fish.
You certainly do not suck....you just battling the same demon as we all are and finding it hard to ignore that little devil whispering in our ear. Someone neeRAB to shoot him off my shoulder for sure!
Im here so talk to me.
love as always
your friend........CC
 
Hey Linda,

I am sorry to hear all of what you are going thru friend.. It makes me so sad. I wish I could just give you a big hug!

Sometimes the people we are with that we love the most we figure out they are the ones we should not be with.... Other times.... It's just the opposite. I think you will find your answer during this process coming up because you will find out if he is there to support or hold you back. If he is not supportive than he is part of the problem and it will only lead to more heart ache.... That is what I am finding in my own personal life but in a different circumstance.... We need to start making good smart choices for ourselves and stop worrying about taking care of everyone else (expect children when they are involved). Do what is best for you and in the end.. You will be the VICTOR and I believe in you honey. We are here for you EVERY step of the way!!!!

Sending you so much love.. I hope you feel a warm hug right now wrap around you... If you do.. just know it's little ole Secrets........
Love you babe!
XOXOXOOXOX
 
Hey Secrets how u doing darlin? I am okay~I think! Thank you for thinking of me. I am thinking of detoxing myself for I dont know if I can wait any longer. I have had 10 beers today and it is taking a toll on me. Do you know what is in store for me? I cant do this anymore for it is only 6:20 pm and I have the whole night yet! I used to weigh 127 lbs but thanks to alcohol I have put on 30 lbs:( I know my health is at risk if I continue. Can this be done @ home? Please let me know your thoughts they would be most appreciated.

Thank u babe,
Linda
 
Good morning Linda, Please give yourself a break!It is this waiting time before you go into treatment, a million emotions are swimming through your head, and your partner not be supportive well, that would overwhelm anyone for sure.You can't kick yourself everytime you drink a beer right now, your doing something about it, waiting for your appt.I don't think not drinking a beer and going into serious withdrawls, won't be good right now because your so down and depressed.Let the professionals sort it out when you get to your appt.I just wish there was somewhere you could go, until your appt. With no support and people bringing over bottles, that is way to overwhelming for you!Can you stay with a friend or your daughter right now?Lean on us Linda we are all here for you, big time. I agree with EVERYTHING CC said! I will be checking the boarRAB often!Your not alone in this my friend, we are right here!PM soon let us know how your doing Please stay strong! Crocheting
 
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