K
Kensington
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My first love & I ended because we got into a stupid fight & I had to move away two days later so we have never gotten the chance to fix it. Our relationship was magic, just like a fairytale 
Long story short it's been 3 years since I moved & 3 years since we've seen each other. My first love & I still talk, briefly & we always talk about trying again...& finally getting the chance to "fix" everything. Problem is as soon as I moved I was so bitter & hurt that we didn't fix things that I started dating someone to distract myself... we've been together for just under 3 years now & he wants to marry me.( we live together) Now my first love has been wanting to see me for the past 3 years, but I haven't yet because I'm afraid if I do...I will fall in love with him all over again & we will pick up where we left off. Which wouldn't be a problem if I wasn't already with someone. I'm happy with my current guy, but it's not like my first love... things were great between us. Either way, my current guy wants to get married this december, just us two & then go off to a europe honeymoon. Should I see my first love before I get married or after ? I don't want to spend the rest of my life wondering, "what if I saw him" but I also realize I'm happy so why mess with things...ugh, I don't know 
Here's my choices (A) see him before I get married (B) see him as a 'closure' after I get married (C) put the wedding off another year & think everything through
Please help, I'm really confused. Thank you very much for taking the time to answer!
Long story short it's been 3 years since I moved & 3 years since we've seen each other. My first love & I still talk, briefly & we always talk about trying again...& finally getting the chance to "fix" everything. Problem is as soon as I moved I was so bitter & hurt that we didn't fix things that I started dating someone to distract myself... we've been together for just under 3 years now & he wants to marry me.( we live together) Now my first love has been wanting to see me for the past 3 years, but I haven't yet because I'm afraid if I do...I will fall in love with him all over again & we will pick up where we left off. Which wouldn't be a problem if I wasn't already with someone. I'm happy with my current guy, but it's not like my first love... things were great between us. Either way, my current guy wants to get married this december, just us two & then go off to a europe honeymoon. Should I see my first love before I get married or after ? I don't want to spend the rest of my life wondering, "what if I saw him" but I also realize I'm happy so why mess with things...ugh, I don't know Here's my choices (A) see him before I get married (B) see him as a 'closure' after I get married (C) put the wedding off another year & think everything throughPlease help, I'm really confused. Thank you very much for taking the time to answer!