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I have a friend for many years who is a girl...she lives in another state now and is doing well for herself...me on the other hand is having some troubles and was thinking about joining the coast guard...but when i started talkin to her here and there she always offered me to come live with her over last two years...i always turned it down because i was trying many things myself to see what i could do here...recently i accepted her offer and we talked on the phone more than usual for 2 days..really good conversations...saying to each other how we are looking forward to it...and since like i said we never had problems im thinking everything is on the up and up...until now...one night i call and no answer...meh no big deal so next day i go online (her phone has online with AIM) and see her there...so i send message just seein whats up and she says call her now....so ok im like nothin out of the ordinary...i call she picks up tells me what she doin at work then says her mom is calling and puts me on hold....i wait 11 min..doesnt come back so i hang up thinkin shell just call back whenever shes done what shes doin...nothing....now keep in mind during the whole time i started talking to her these 2 -4 days im seeing her put updates on aim such as "i wish you were here" "<3""i wanna kiss you and it never stop""wish i could see my <3 tomorrow"...she comes on sporatically putting them up....she also tells me she mostly keeps to herself...just doing her job and going out with people from work...she has no boyfriend...she sounded very authentic when shes telling me these things...what i cant understand is why she going to offer me to come live with her...then all of a sudden become so weird she never acted like this before..and i never expressed any kind of feelings towrds her besides friends...even though i do like her...which is why all those "<3"'s and stuff...is gettin to me....i really dont think she would pull games on me we are very good friends...do you think she has strong feelings for me but is really shy expressing them or what?....so confusing..i have no clue what to do but just wait for her to do something....i dont care if we are friends or lovers....but why she is going about it this way makes no sense!....i know girls are weird when it comes to this stuff..(last gf was really insane)...but my own good friend never expected it from her!