My Story... (Bisexual)?

Legend

New member
First of all this is kind of long so don't read it unless you want to :)

I was raised in a christian family, so I have many christian beliefs. That is probably why, when I liked the first guy I ever liked when I was 11, I felt like I was broken, or doing something wrong. I made the mistake at that time of believing I could be fixed, so, since i'm bisexual I did everything I could to ignore the feelings I had for men and direct it only toward women. I figured that by fighting the urges I could fix it, and they would go away, But they never did.
I am currently only 14, but I have come to accept the fact that I am bisexual and it isn't a disease.
I still have christian beliefs, but I can never come out to them because I know they will try to 'cure' me, or pray that I be fixed. Yeah, that's a great way to get me to like you... act like i'm broken...
A few years ago I discovered yahoo answers but I didn't become active on this account in the LGBT section until a few weeks ago. It feels great to be in a place where other people understand what it feels like to be bi. There is occasional fighting when a nosey christan or homophobe come in here but all in all it's a great place.
I would like to be a top contributor but it's really hard for me because I only go on answers from my phone.
I try to help people out and I learn a lot from it. One thing that continues to bug me is that I lie a lot on yahoo answers, I lie based on the question to come up with an answer that fits best. I usually use one of the many possible scenarios of my life that could happen but haven't. Is this wrong? Do other people do this?
The real me is a 14 year old freshman who is Bi and currently has feelings for one of his good friends, who I believe is also bi. I haven't told anyone but I have made it obvious to anyone who pays attention. I am coming out to my friends next week when school starts back up. I am not planning on telling anyone other than at school for a long time for various reasons.
Thanks if you read this whole thing. Feel free to post your own stories.
 
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